The Slip
When she still knew how to crack an egg,
tell a joke, gossip, she’d fret over the fast-food fish
we’d slipped out to get while my father slept
decades before in a hospital bed. Between bites
of hushpuppies and slaw, he was gone.
The living must eat, sleep, keep going
until they don’t, I told her, as if to speak sense
to her orphaned heart. The dying will time
their breaths, waiting for someone to arrive
or leave. Friends and family recite such words,
platitudes, rosaries meant to comfort, hasten a return
from uncomfortable grief. I sat with my mother
when her time came, expected her to exit dramatically
after switching off machines, pulling out tubes.
Vigil, I called it, as if it were a family ritual.
For two days she dawdled until I left to sleep, then
fledged. To stay awake – such a simple thing
for a daughter who knows what happens when you slip
from the room, glance back at your mother’s
mouth, open like a baby bird, saying Stay,
like a mama saying Go.
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Michelle Stoll lives in North Little Rock, Arkansas. She holds an MFA in Creative Writing from Mississippi University for Women. Her poems have appeared in journals such as SLANT, Galway Review, Crosswinds, Rock Paper Poem, River Heron Review, and is forthcoming in Pine Hill Review. She was shortlisted for the Wigtown International Poetry Prize and was a finalist for the River Heron Poetry Prize. Michelle has served on the editorial teams of Poetry South and SLANT. She currently works for a conservation organization rooted in the rural South.
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